Wanna
Excerpt:
 I sat there. Just sat. Waiting for him to come out of the shadows like I knew he would. Waiting and watching. Watching the mist curl up and disappear into the night; what I wish I could've done. Waiting, watching, and panicking. Panicking because he'd left me. Just like my Dad, just like Kevyn, and now him. Not again, the cool breeze danced upon my skin as I willed myself not to cry. "Not again," I whispered into the night. 
 Then he was there. The boy I had known my entire life, teasing me, messing with me, every little thing he had done he'd done was etched on his face. His eyes apologized for everything, searching mine for a sign of forgiveness. I longed to go over and wrap my arms around his neck, to find his lips with my own. To find that feeling like no other. 
 Instead I stood there dumbfounded. He looked at me with unsure eyes. I wanted to go over and run my fingers through his long, shaggy, reddish-brown hair; but I could barely look into his forever hazel eyes.
 "Hey," I whispered, barely audible above the trickling water in the pond.
 "Hey," he said, stepping out from behind the willow tree, fully bathed in the glow from the full moon. His white v-neck t-shirt clung to him in all the right places. His tanned, toned arms rippled, and it made him even harder to look at.
 "I'm sorry I'm late..." he trailed off, letting the real meaning behind that set in. 
 "Its ok," I turned and found him right behind me, looking at me, trying to solve the puzzle behind my mask.
 "What?" I asked, suddenly aware of everything happening. Distant dog barks, the creaks of branches playing in the soft breeze, ducks scolding us for being here, and him. His gaze, his mouth, his body, his presence. 
 Just him. There. With me. Because he wanted me. He loved me, and he'd been waiting for me to decide how I felt back. He'd been waiting since 6th grade, and I had finally made my decision, finally.

Ch.1
 Lasting Impressions
  
The kiss upon my cheek
That smile burned into my mind
Your voice whispering on the phone in the dead of night
The kisses left on my lips
Hours after they took place
These are my favorite memories
The way you look at me
And the world just fades away
The breath whooshes out of me
And my heart just skips a beat
I love that simple way you kiss my cheek
And these are the lasting impressions

  The cool, summer air burned my throat as I ran. I was going past my favorite spot when I stopped. The gazebo was empty, but you could tell by the flickering, candle-lit, lantern that it had seen it's fair share of romance. I pulled my digital camera out of my navy-blue basketball shorts. I kneeled onto the dew covered grass to take a picture of the wondrous scene. The trees were silhouetted by the moonshine through the mist; the mist rolled over the pond, where a swan was gracefully gliding over the water, sending ripples infinitely into each direction. The flickering light was sending shadows dancing wildly onto the ground around the gazebo, almost like a halo too alive to keep still around a peaceful, old, wise, mystery.
 I pressed a button, and a piece of the world was frozen in time, to be forever remembered, a piece of a puzzle, a puzzle no one had figured out, but to which I had the pieces.
 I was there, kneeling, in the same spot , in the growing darkness, and watched as a muscular form emerged from the woods. He walked towards the gazebo peacefully; he seemed to walk with a quiet purpose, like he knew what he was doing, but no one knew about it. I loved how easily he could add his own element to the picture, without disturbing what was already there. He made it better. I coudn't resist not taking a picture or two. He walked then studied the gazebo, as though figuring out the story behind it. He sat down an started to write. He wrote, and wrote. Each of those seconds was frozen in time along with the original scene. I got a text, but ignored as i shot one last amazing picture. 


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Hahaha I just made that^ up. Ha ha, that's awesome. Anyways, I will write more soon, like tomorrow. I promise! Thanks for reading! Love ya! -Wanna :)
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Hey! It's your favorite author ever! Um, well i kinda gave up on Moments of Truths Between Lies.... Sorry, but it was getting a little boring and I ran out of ideas. If you were like super into that story then there still might be hope, I might come back to it, but until then I have started a new story thathas all my friends drooling at my feet for more. I have no idea what it is tobe called, so I may need help with that. Right now I think the name Hungry might work, but I don't know. As of now it is still Untitled. But each chapter will be started off witha poem and they are going to have been written by me, and you're gonna love it! Just kidding, but I hope you do. So enjoy my story! :)
Wanna
"OMG!" Ally screamed in my ear as soon as I shut the door.
"So are you two like going out?" Lexi asked.
"No why do you ask?" I asked, turning red. 
"Well your faces were like glued together in the hallway," Ally said nudging me.
"SHUT UP!" I whisper-yelled to her.
"Oh whatever, you know you liked it," Lexi retorted with a smile.
"I- well-uh- grr!" I stammered.
"Haha," they laughed. I stomped up to my room, to get ready for PPSI, Pick Pocketing and Switching Information, there was a test with a surprise reward that only me and my friends knew about.
"I don't know what we are, or even if we are something, but its his choice," i said as i walked slowly up the stairs.
"Well you're obviously taken so no one will ask you out anytime soon, and girls know he's yours," Ally said excitedly.
"Ok, seriously, lets go to class, 'cause Mr. Anderson is headed this way to talk to us," we stepped up to the door and walked in just before the clock went a second beyond 5:15.

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**** Hey!! Sorry it's been so long since I posted! I know it wasn't that good, but I'll post more ASAP! Thanks for reading! Oh and btw i'm working on another story. 
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Wanna
"Bye Ms. Clooney," I stepped out of the room, right into Jared's arms. 
"Hey," he whispered in our bubble of oblivity.
"Hi," I whispered back, staring into his deep, wonderful, green eyes.
"How 'bout a ride back?" he looked at me hopefully.
"What are you? My soon-to-be stalker?" I pushed him gently away giggling.
"Maybe," he said mischievously.
"Awesome..." I started down the hall towards my locker hiding my red face, and the relief that I didn't have to  walk home.
 "We should probably go if your gates close at 4:45," I turned to stare open mouthed at him. He had been listening! How much had he heard? I mean it's not like I said anything to make anything obvious... right?
"You listened?!"
"A little," he shrugged.
"Oh well thanks!" I yanked my bag out of my locker and slammed it furiously. I started to walk away angrily stuffing thinks into my bag.
"Whoa, whoa, am I still giving you a ride?" I stopped.
"I'm still trying to decide!" 
"Well then let me help you," he grabbed me and kissed me again, my head lost it's train of thought, and when we pulled apart, I felt delirious. 
"You can't do that!" I almost fell, but he caught me.
"Do what?"
"That brain-washing thing!" my words were becoming slurred, and I was getting really happy for some strange reason. I leaned in wanting more, but then stopped myself. His face fell.
"Fine you can drive me home, but no jokes or comments once we get there, or I will kick your ass."
We walked to the car side by side giddy from the last kiss. He opened the door for me like a true gentlemen.
"Turn here," I said as we pulled onto our street. "It's gonna be a while," I hastily added.
We drove. And drove. And drove, all the way down until the gates loomed in front of us.
 "Turn into the drive, the code is, uh.." I wracked my brain for the right one, "3345," it popped into my head. You see the gate has all these codes. 3345 means guest with resident, so it would hide all the equipment in the yard, and it was currently transforming the entire bottom floor. Jared didn't know this, he also didn't know that there were about 30 to 40 cameras memorizing his face, and the fact that if he made any wrong move there could be 100 lasers and guns trained on him. He drove down the long drive in silence. Finally we reached the doors. 
"Thanks," I said not knowing what else to say. He leaned in an kissed me again....
"You're welcome," he whispered in me ear. I stepped out of the car and walked up the steps hoping my friends wouldn't be right behind the door. But of course I was wrong.

~~~~~Wanna
Hey yeah so she  and Jared are on a random track...keep reading to see how it goes. And yes oblivity is a word, look it up.-------> http://www.unwords.com/unword/oblivity.html and yes the sight is called unwords "changing the English language one word at a time" haha, it makes me laugh. Please comment! Tell me what you think, or what you think I should do, or give me "constructive criticism" haha it might make me mad, but I'll take it! COMMENT!!!!!! Thanks for reading and keep on to find out what happens next! :)
Wanna
Wanna
 I walked into Ms. Clooney's class and she gave me a look of annoyance. I am often late to her class, but the best art is she does nothing about it but get upset and threaten you with a detention. Yeah, a big, bad, scary detention. I sat down in my spot in front of Johnny and simply said "New kid." She narrowed her eyes at me, fire burning with almost hatred.
"Hey," Johnny whispered immediately putting a shadow on my happiness.
"What?" I turned around my voice obvious with annoyance.
"You look happy, I was just wondering what happened..." he asked without hearing the annoyance.
"Why don't you just mind you're own business," I hissed. He looked frightened.
"Uh ok...'" gosh he is so annoying. He is not cute in any way, shape, or form. He doesn't know when to stop, even though you drop the most obvious hints. He has butt-crack parted hair that splits and curls in opposite directions. He wears sweater vests and penny loafers on his good days. I know, eew.
"Ms. Sikes, can you please see me after school? Thank you," the squat woman turned her pointed nose back to the board.
"Hi I'm Jared Moore, I just moved here from Nebraska," he looked at me and winked. My stomach fluttered. Johnny tapped me on the shoulder and I stupidly turned around.
"What?" I was refraining from slapping him.
"Did he just wink at you?" 
"Why do you care?" I turned around with a huff.
The rest of  the day flew by all too quickly. I stepped into Ms. Clooney's room with a feeling of dread.
"Ah Ms. Sikes, please come in," she stood up.
"Can we hurry, the gates to my home close at 4:45," I stood there bracing myself for her wrath.
"What s going on between you and Johnny and Jared?" she looked at me over her small framed reading glasses.
"What do you mean?" major confusion was beginning to set in.
"Well Johnny is totally and completely head over heels for you, and don't think I missed that wink Jared gave you earlier," she looked at me with knowing eyes, and suddenly I realized she was kinda pretty.
"EW! Johnny?! Gross!"
"What about Jared?" 
"He is...unexplainable," I looked at her blushing to my roots.
"Well, why don't you come back tomorrow, and we'll talk," she said leaving no room for conversation.
"Bye Ms. Clooney," I stepped out of the room right into Jared's arms.

~~~~~~Wanna
Hey yeah there is more to come but i am tired so haha! sucks for you! jk I will post more and you will become addicted!haha you love me! PLEASE PLEASE comment!!!!! Keep reading and I'll keep posting.
Wanna
Wanna
"Aw hell..." I muttered.
"What?" Jared asked, as Andy my ex boyfriend walked into view holding friggin Victoria's hand.
"Just my ex boyfriend. I need to talk to you, follow me to my locker," I turned and walked, avoiding Andy on the other side of the hall. 
"What's up?" Jared was leaning up against the locker looking like a model, which caused me to loose my breath and blush. 
"Uh, I, um..." Andy was making his way over to me with a look on his face that annoyed me a lot.
"I need you to be my boyfriend until this guy leaves k?" I looked up at Jared pleading with my eyes.
"Yeah sure," he looked excited and happy, why, however, I don't know, as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"Hey Mandy," Andy looked quizzically at Jared's arm around my waist.
"Oh I'm so sorry Andy, I forgot to introduce you to my boyfriend, Jared, Jared this is Andy," I glared at Andy.
"Funny she never mentioned you," he said.
"Yeah cuz we talk all the time," I muttered sarcastically.
"She never mentioned you either," Jared said politely knowing it would make the vein in Andy's neck throb.
"Oh really?"
"What do you want Andy?" I asked sharply.
"I wanted tutoring lessons in Language Arts," he looked at me like he knew I was gonna say yes.
"No, goodbye," I turned around and started to mess with my locker.
"But I-" he stammered.
"I said no! Now leave!" I turned to Jared and started to kiss him furiously. Yeah, I know, what a shocker, but he was so adorable, and I couldn't resist, plus it would make us seem more convincing, plus I was mad and about to slap Andy across the face. It took Jared a second to catch on, but when he did it was....wow. The best kisser ever.... Andy finally left.
"Wow," Jared whispered before letting go of my waist. 
"What class do you have next?" he asked.
"Language Arts," I stared inside my locker wondering if I left anything.
"Oh I have Ms. Clooney next," he replied pointedly.
"Really?"
"Yeah, why is that your next class?" he grinned already knowing the answer. 
"Yeah," I turned back to my locker," Is this seriously happening?!" I yelled.
"What? Is that a bad thing? I kinda thought it was good..." his grin disappeared, and a sad look took its place.
"No it is, I just left my homework at home, that's all," I watched as his face lit up and my tummy got fuzzies.
"Shall we go?"
"Yeah," we walked side by side.
"So how's life?" he said a little too casually.
"Why do you care?" I asked sharply, because when people ask you about life they usually want information, and certain information is deadly.
"I, uh, well,I don't know," he stammered.
"Look I'm just warning you now, you don't want to know about me, you don't want to care. I am not someone you should care about because once you do I will end up hurting you, and you seem sweet and nice and you don't deserve that. I am one of those people who is dangerous, and you don't want to know why," I took a breath and started to walk to class in the deserted hallway.
"But what if I don't care? What if I think you're worth the pain?" I have given that speech to just about every guy I have ever met and none of them responded that way. They pretty much looked at me like I was insane and walked in the other direction, so don't blame me when I get caught off guard. I turned and looked at him, in the eyes, and he looked sincere, like he honestly didn't care. 
"Really?" I kept staring.
"Well it's kinda hard not to want to after that kiss," he looked at me mischievously.  
"Oh well ok then," I walked again.
"So..."
"So what? I just met you, I don't know you, what the hey? Why don't you just come home with me after school and we'll make out in your car?" I said sarcastically.
"Oh well fine, it will take time, but could it be possible?"
"Well if Andy keeps trying to talk to me like that then maybe, but if we are just friends first then there is a higher chance," I turned my head away and grinned, I am such a tease.
"Oh well ok then," he grabbed me by the arm, spun me around, an pulled me to him, then kissed me like I had never been kissed. I dropped my books, wrapped my arms around his neck, and kissed back. He pushed me gently up against the wall, and kept going. I let go and pushed him off. 
"Oh I see how it is..." he looked at me happily.
"This is school you know, classes, bells, that sorta thing," I giggled.
"Oh yeah, earth," he said his eyes laughing merrily.


~~~~ Wanna
Haha bet you didn't see that coming huh? Not even my friends knew.... i am quite the mysterious writer, am i not? Well whats going to happen next?the world may never know....jk lol. Ok well there's more, if you keep reading!
Love ya,
Wanna
Wanna
Hey!! Sorry i haven't posted anything lately, but i will later!!! Thanks so much for reading, and please comment on anything you feel like! Wow i like exclamation marks a lot.....haha. Well got to go! Off to my reality....Love ya! Wanna =]